Akala ko ok na ko... Pero bakit parang nagsisisi ako sa naging desisyon ko? Bakit hindi ako pinapatulog ng mahimbing.

it is harder to leave than to be left by the person you love.

you love a person, but why would you let him slip away?
- maybe that person don't love you any longer...

but why leave the person you love and who loves you back?

why is it that when you lose your trust to the person you easily fell out of love with him?

I told you i am starting to lose my trust in you. But you simply answered you can't do anything about it anymore. Why is that that i don't feel like your fighting for me. Why is that, that it seemed you just follow what is happening. Why can't you make efforts that may win back my trust in you. I was right, to be afraid that when i call for a break, you won't even dare to stop me. You would simply let me go. That was the thing i scared about before, that made me not to it or inititate it. But just when i had the courage to open that topic up, that i thought was the time that i realize i can also courageously face the thing that i am afraid of, the moment you will just let me go.

do you feel like posting a blog?

just this evening, i've just come to realize that i was able to survive the whole day without getting the sleepy feeling i almost experienced everyday. It was a usual thing for me that when the clock hit pm, i just really feel the call of bed for me to take a nap. And to think that upto now, in which it is already five minutes before 3 in the morning, i am still awake and not feeling like wanting to sleep yet. hmmmm.... is this maybe an effect of xenical, because just this morning i tried taking it in when i saw that there was just only one capsule left in the medicine case. Ive learned from a friend that when one take xenical, he can really see the oils gotten rid of the body. And also i proved it right that when u take in xenical, it cause you to go to the toilet often times. With that kind of situation, i am already used because i was drinking ordicyn tea before and that also have an effect of the same thing. Well just also this evening, i felt stressed out, i was worrying wether or not to go to manila tomorrow. I was wanting a rest early this evening and i just felt a bit relieved when i read a funny part in bob ong's book. Stainless longganisa, that's the title. Another thing i noticed that when you feel stressed out, you will find any little funny things really funny. it's how you will release the stress inside you by laughing and taking notice of the small things that most of the time you just don't mind existing. this is all folks for now.